Why must he hurt me?
Why must he break me?
Why does he want to depart?
Why does he turn my world apart?
When he told me he couldn’t love me
…
It just broke me inside
His rejection just put me aside
And now I’m stuck & I can’t decide
I’m drowning in my own pain
Where all I see is tears and wish to disappear
My only fear was losing him
And now it’s as clear as it seems
I’m catching teardrops in my hands
No one can feel my hurt or pain
I’m suffering in long depression
I have no one and no protection
This depression won’t end
I got to find a way out
My eyes are red from crying
My head hurts from trying
Dear God … I feel like dying
Lost in my conscience
Lost in my pain
It’s been too long now
Can’t take the pain
No more wishes
They don’t come true
I don’t believe in me and you
Love exists no more for me
I have lost the one I love
There’s no more to try to fix
Pent up emotions & questions … I have no answers to
Cause’ there’s nothing to do without you
But this is the final goodbye
Cause’ it’s been too long
And too much I’ve sobbed
