Shattered ... Broken Trust

So hard to build

So easy to break

You mustn't have known that

But now it's too late

I thought I knew you

I thought you cared

So I confided in you

My secrets, doubts, prayers

But now we've drifted

We've fallen apart

Cause' you've forgotten

What you should keep in your heart

Only know, by the actions

And words you have spoken

Our friendship is over and done

It's my trust that you've broken

When "October" is in air ...

Crispy air and azure skies

High above, a white cloud lies

Bright as newly fallen snow

Oh the joy to those who know October !

Colors bright on bush and tree

Over the weedy swamp, we see

A veil of purple, brown and gold

Thy words have never been told .. October !

Scolding sparrows on the lawn

Rabbits frisking home at dawn

Pheasants midst the sheaves of grain

All in harmony acclaim, October !

Brown earth freshly turned by plow

Apples shine on bended bough

Bins o'erflowed with oats and wheat

And satisfaction reigns complete .. October !

Radiant joy is everywhere

Spirits in tune to the spicy air

Thrill in the glory of each day

Life's worth living when we say .. October !

Tug of War - Practical vs Emotional

Having to stay away from home, How do you think I feel?

Some say it's really hectic, some say it's no big deal

Saying is one thing and living is another

When every small thing about home comes to bother

Miss mom and miss dad

Miss them when things are good or when they go really bad

Miss them when I'm happy or when I'm drowned in tears

Miss them through my phase of overcoming fears

Miss my brother who kned what to do

Anything big or small, to get me through

Never gave a second thought on how things were to be done

All he cared about was how I could have more fun

A very small family, all staying apart

Parents would just want us to come out smart

But success tastes nothing when they aren't around

Only empty happiness all around is found

I want to get back, get back to them and say

I love you Mom and in your arms I want to stay

What will I do with the success without having the family to cherish it

I miss having you around and yes I really miss it

People call it being practical but I call it unfair

Enough of lying in bed with the same white ceiling to stare

I want my dad's lap and my brother's teasing to bother me

I want to get back to being a bird filled with life and is free

A family is what matters the most to me

And that is exactly how I want it to be

Solitariness ... Void of a Confidant

I'm all alone in the depths of despair

I look around but no one's there

No one to give me the comfort I need

No one to listen, no one to heed

I really feel the need for a friend

Someone to stay with me till the end

For I feel that life is slipping away

And there's no tomorrow, only today

Just to tell someone of the sorrows I bear

To enlighten my heart to someone who'll care

But when the night falls and I'm still here alone

I close my eyes to this life of my own

With my very last breath I will whisper goodbye

To no one particular for there's no one to cry

For my passing away so this is really the end

Things could have been different if I'd had a friend